Venus Factor

Getting into my bikini

The plan was that my 40's would be my time to shine!  Kids would be grown and venturing out on there own.  I was also going to be thin and healthy.  I would have the bikini body to show off on the many beach vacations my husband and I  would be taking.  I had it planned.  It was gonna be awesome.

I am now 44.  I won't be going to any beach.  The thin, healthy things is a little harder then I thought it would be to obtain. Apparently I like food, especially chocolate and pasta.  I also don't really like to diet very well and exercise is better in theory.  

I discovered also that just because your children are old enough to move out, does not necessarily mean they will.  I cried when my kids left.  I did not know i would also cry because they didn't.  I love my children.  I can also love them from across town while they are in their own house, paid for with their own money that they obtained from a job.

To add more excitement, I had a hysterectomy this year.  I won't go in to details but sexy and fabulous is not a feeling you come away with.

So, I am starting a new plan. The Venus Factor

50 will be my time to shine!

I  will get back into a bikini this summer!